Embroidered Wolf Pillow

So my grandmother bought me this kit in middle school and it took me about 5+ years to finally finish it. We got it at JoAnn's and you can find it here if you are interested. It was a ton of work but I think it came out well. Once I finished the cross stitch I made it into a pillow. I haven't been able to bring myself to use it though cause I am too afraid to damage the needlework